Dread and Desire

Oh! I am so in love with this heading 'Dread and Desire'. It encompasses me, carries me completely in it. Over a period of time, I realized that the things I desire for are actually the ones I dread and vice versa. This is so freaking true for every thing in my life, be it love, friends, job, money, family, fame, trust etc.

I somehow feel, it's not enough for me, never. Or may be I am just not enough for any of that. Now! That would require thinking from a totally different perspective :) I want to elude and I will. But if I have to believe Adam Brooks, the phony he is, would say, "Definitely, May be" :)